Hi, I’m 28 and I unfortunately became a member of the club in December last year. I went to see my Dr and then hospital after a few days of headaches. Found out about an aneurysm which then ruptured around an hour or two after it was discoveredd! Fortunately I was still at the hospital when it ruptured and was able to be looked after immediately. I think already being there saved my life. Ruptured, coiled and currently recovering at home after a couple of weeks in hospital. I’m happy to expand on this if anyone wishes, but I won’t bore those of you who don’t wanna know!!
Two months on and I’m overall recovering well, however I am still very scared every day. Every time I try to learn more about what’s happening to me, I see things about mortality rates and complications which terrifies me.
I felt like I was getting better, but I’ve started getting more mild to moderate headaches which scare me. I have an angiogram coming up which should hopefully provide some reassurance, but I’d like to know from others who’s aneurysm ruptured and had a coil inserted, what were the first few months of recovery like for you? I worry so much about my life expectancy now and tbh I don’t know if I should be worrying about how long I have left, or if there’s a chance I can live a relatively long life, even if there are some quality of life changes.
I’m kind of just rambling at the moment, but to summarise I think I’d just like to ask others in situations similar to mine, how they managed feelings of uncertainty and dread? It seems like every time I get a headache, or everytime I lose focus on things it feels like a step back. Objectively speaking I am doing much better than I was, but I’m trying to understand how the next few weeks/months/years will look for me without Google terrifying me!
There are so many things that I don’t know if they’re normal as part of recovery at home.