From NCoh15 to Dancermom
Sent Apr 12
I am brand new to this group and not sure how to make the most of the experience for myself and to help others. I suffered my Aneurysm on Thanksgiving day 2014. In a sense I am very fortunate to still be alive as I planted myself on my bed with an ice pack for 5 -6 days thinking it was just a bad migraine. However the pain was like nothing I could compare it to in the past or since. My I couldn't muster the strength to call 911 but my sister, after not hearing from me for 5 days called the women who walked my dog when I worked and she had a key to my apt. She asked her to check up on my. Needless to say, within less than 12 hours I was admitted to the ICU unit for an Angiogram and then ultimately a coiling of a couple of bursting arteries. The last thing I heard as they were putting me under general anesthesia as the Dr saying it was real grim.
Well I m still here with a relatively (compared to some) minor amount of cognitive defect. Unfortunately the defect is just enough from allowing me to continue o make my living the way I have for 34 years as a commercial banker. It requires a lot of mental focus. I tried going back twice but kept reading the same page 5 times and still not realizing what I was reading. I live alone and am scared to death with how I am going to live the rest of my life. I'm facing eviction as disability isn't sufficient to sustain me and cant believe how unbelievably exhausted I always seem to be.
If you could help with some ideas on how I can use this group or parts of it to help with moving forward and ultimately helping others I would be sincerely appreciative.
I am scared to death with what happens next.
Sincerely