I’m new as well. Like you, I’m having a tough time! I had 3 aneurysms 8 years ago, and had the surgery to get them clipped. I completely lost my taste and smell, and have had no indication of these senses returning:( While I’m very grateful to be alive, it’s very distressing and depressing to have zero taste or smell. It’s especially difficult during the holidays when I no longer can enjoy my favourite foods. My brain tells me I crave the same foods and smells, so I keep eating, but can’t fulfill the cravings. I gained over 100 pounds, just desperately trying to taste something! Over the years, many people just tell me I’m lucky to be alive, and at least I didn’t lose my sight, my mobility, or worse! I agree wholly with this, but it doesn’t alleviate the facts, and my personal depression.