Today marks the day, 2 years ago, I was diagnosed with a Giant Widemouth Cerebral Aneurysm, measuring 27mm in my Left Internal Carotid Artery (ICA) of the Cavernous Sinus (C4) Segment of my brain. My life was saved by three doctors of whom I will never be able to thank enough, my first cousin, Dr. Robert Storment, an Optomostrist, Wichita, KS, Dr. George, an Opthamolgist at Sakowitz Eye Center, Orange City, FL, and my Neurosurgeon, Dr. Michael Bellew, Orlando, FL, trained in Vascular Neurosurgery and Endovascular Surgical Neuroradiology. I was diagnosed admitted to the hospital, and went into surgery all within 48 hours. The aneurysm was treated with a PED, (Pipeline Embolization Device) which is a non-invasive procedure used to treat Giant Widemouth Brain Aneurysms in this particular part of the brain.
Two years ago, my life changed drastically. Although lucky enough to survive at all, or without major handicaps, the aneurysm caused optic nerve damage (Optic Neuropathy) to my left eye which resulted in permanent vision loss, facial nerve damage, balance problems, sensitivity to light, flooding of the brain, chronic fatigue, etc.
Basically, once your brain has been touched, it's never the same. I started to really begin to recover about one year after the event. I would love to say I almost feel back to normal after two years, but as I sit here I notice my face is numb and am constantly reminded I will never be like I used to be. This really is my new normal and maybe at some point it will become unnoticeable.
I was lucky. I have two young children and a husband and I was saved. I was put off by doctors for years and had become to think I was a hypochondriac. Don't be afraid to fight because you could be very well fighting for your life.
I wanted to share this celebratory day with the BAF support group, as I really depended on you during my darkest days of recovery. Thanks to all of you for sharing your stories and making each one of us feel less alone in our own experiences with the recovery, care for others and loss of loved ones from brain aneurysms.