5 year post-op, sensory sensitivities & insomnia still

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Becoming mean

I'm acting weird. Well, weirder than the new normal whomever I am now. I actually had an argument with my husband yesterday over his sneaking a cigarette. He's been trying to quit and I know he sneaks them in here and there but I normally didn't care. Why I became so angry yesterday was beyond me. I think a little part of me felt like I could barely take care of myself and if he gets sick.... I think I saw it as he has a choice and I didn't. I feel badly for thinking that way but I can't deny it…