Hi again. I still get really afraid too. If it could happen once…well could it happen again…or if it happens again, will I even know it? I guess if it did and it was going to be really really bad , it would be best that I did not know it really right? just went to sleep…ugh, morbide. however, i never had to face any of this ever. I figured working out like I did. 5 times a week. I am 47 years old. do the math…I started working out when i was 15 years old…4 times a week my entire teen and young life…rarely if ever really missed. only one month in a row when i was pregnant and i was spotting…possible miscarriage. My daughter is a beautiful awesome 19 year old… I figured someone is such decent shape would not get these things. wow. I do believe that the fact that I was working out, it so helped me heal better than maybe i would have.
I am not happy with headaches again. they were finally gone. I know that they will be again. I just have to heal.