Lets just say you ended it all, who would tell your kids you loved them then. Who would cuddle your children, talking of suicide is silly. Please find help because if you were to kill yourself your kids would never understand why you did it. The only thought that would go through their minds would be why did she leave us when we still needed her. Hope you feel better soon. Jess.xxx
Thanks, Kimberley. Your words are so inspiring for everyone dealing with ANY kind of issue...
i didn't file a report because this girl is very dear to me. the last thing she needs is to lose her baby boy. she hasn't come back around since stealing my xanax but i do intend to confront her when she does come around and offer help.
and thank you so much for your honesty. i just realized i had started chantix to quit smoking and it DRASTICALLY changed my attitude.
i do agree i have far more going on that the remnants of the aneurysm but the aneurysm is exacerbating my issues. the chronic nausea is making my life so damn difficult, i can't function. my kids are always late for school, my house is mess and i can't seem to get off the sofa because i'm too sick every day.
i just feel so lost.
i've tried so hard to seek help. my neurosurgeon dismisses me, my psychiatrist hands me a prescription for pills and sends me on my way. to be honest, no one seems to know how to help me.
i was once a very kind, stable person. i helped anyone in need and went out of my way to brighten even a stranger's day. i've lost myself and i feel so alone in this journey to reclaim who i am.
Kathy, prayers surround you here...
The one thing that is so difficult for all of us, are the symptoms of recovery...each one of our lobes has major specific functions; and each has a major blood supply from a speciifc artery. Symptoms are not noted for the various lobes/subparts affected for us in data.
I pray that you can find a way to tell your children how much you love them, and ask their forgiveness when you have a bad day, bad time. Ask your MD for a referral to a psychologist or counselor to include your children....gosh, your hubby, too. Ask your MD about a med if that is right for you.
Can you find other sources, i.e. massage, acupuncture, yoga (the deep-breathing exercise is excellent); craniosacral therapy and any others?
Hugs and prayers to you and your family,
Pat