Hey Elaine,
Headaches are notoriously difficult to align with a cause, some would say damn near impossible to definitively align. The more âcontributing factorsâ involved the more complex/difficult that alignment becomes. Prior to my own neuro journey, I had headaches, I also had this odd fluttering in my chest, which I didnât really think much about. It wasnât painful just odd. But the headaches, awful.
I found this Dr, he wanted to investigate the cause of the ongoing headaches. He trialled me on all sorts of meds uppers and downers, heart meds, migraine meds, epilepsy meds and the psych meds of every colour and creed. The stuff that really messes with the mind. Just YUCK. Whilst I was on the heart meds, no fluttering. So I knew something was wrong. Saw a cardiologist and found I have an irregular heartbeat. Medications manage it all now fairly well. But the headaches, they persisted. Iâd tried all sorts of treatments, remedies and theories to ultimately cure, or at the least manage better and I think thatâs about as good as Iâm going to get, to be able to manage better. Iâve been on this neurosurgical journey almost 25yrs and itâs still a balancing act today.
Why am I saying all of this? A few weeks ago I recieved a call from the Neurology Dept at the state hospital informing me theyâd found an âissueâ with my latest scan. I explained that Iâd had been reporting symptoms for quite sometime, like years. âOhhâ he said âbut youâve got a heart issue⌠âŚitâs probably just thatâŚâ and that may explain 1 symptom but when you add up the other odd symptoms, somethings not right. I was called into the hospital and have started a new round of tests and scans last week. Theyâll compare my scans with the last scan, but if thereâs no change, there will be no answer. And if there is a change⌠âŚthat could mean more surgery, I certainly donât like the sound of that either.
I have found I have to manage the best way I can for me. I have learnt not to go to these appointments with the expectation of getting answers. If I get answers, thatâs a bonus, but having expectations only to be sadly let down, can really give your self esteem a battering. For me itâs all about management. Medication management, activity management, trigger management, rest management, etc and they all have to be balanced for the âNowâ and how I am right now.
Best of luck with the appointment and I hope you can find the answers you seek.
Merl from the Modsupport Team