lol, I knew I should probably take some time off, but I’m so afraid I’m going to lose my job if I do. I feel like I’m stuck between a rock and a hard spot. As my head starts to become less numb and starting to get more painful which doesn’t help. the stress from my job is starting to really hurt me. People that. I thought work friends don’t even ask me how I’m feeling. They see me struggling and I wouldn’t even ask how I’m doing. I’m really struggling right now. I feel very alone. I felt so good after surgery. I mean relatively speaking. And I was up and ready to go and, just walking back in to this bustling building is hard n me. I feel raw. i’m usually a very upbeat, funny person but right now Inam miserable.
today some police were handcuffing some guy in our parking lot. It’s just so much for me. I swear I almost felt almost a flat affect for awhile and now I cannot stop crying. Has anyone experienced this? I mean like you feel fine and then suddenly a wave hits you?
Tidal wave.
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I am sorry you are having a hard time. Possibly your coworkers are unaware or possibly unable to be of help. Can you apply for The Family and Medical Leave Act (FMLA). The Family and Medical Leave Act (FMLA) | USAGov. You had brain surgery be kind to yourself. I am just a caregiver and i break down in tears some days and feel alone often.
I care how your doing, feel free to pm me anytime
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I’m sorry it seems like once we’re up it’s assumed we’re healed. (I have to admit I’ve done the same thing). No one knows the struggles. We look “ok” so I guess we are. Things bother me. That used not to. I cry and I’m not a cryer. I’ll pray for you.
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